I made a mistake a huge one.but I said how sry I am for a thousand times. We needed the second chance I needed it to prove myself to show I wont do that again. I screw up but I tried to fix it. I wanted to be urs for ever. but it was u who told me I dont have any place in his daily rotuin or He doesnt think about me in 24 hours a day. I made the mistake.and I knew that there were no enough apologize in the world for what i did but If u let me
today is the first day that he decided to left me and left our future because he wasnt happy with me and he tought we dont worse the shot of helping a professional. yesterday evening was harder than today.hearing those things was difficult not just because i didnt deserve to hear such things,but because those words were talked about like 4 months ago.and while i believed there is still us.u left me ofcourse u dont tell it officially.but who ever
He changed it wasnt just because he was angry with me. it was sth more. yesterday night we talked and yeah I was right. he told me nowadays he doesnt think about me in his daily routin and be with and make me happy is not a part of his life and plane. he said maybe he trys more but deep down inside me He wont do any thing. he just hurts more by the converstaion and I did either. its bad that he dosent want to see me that I stand by his side no
یوسف گمگشته باز آید به کنعان غم مخور کلبه ی احزان شود روزی گلستان غم مخور ای دل غمدیده حالت به شود دل بد مکن وین سر شوریده باز اید به سامان غم مخور گربهار عمر باشد باز بر تخت چمن چتر گل در سرکشی ای مرغ خوشخوان غم مخور دور گردون گر دو روزی برمراد ما نرفت دائما یکسان نباشد حال دوران غم مخور همان مشو نومید چون واقف نه ای از سر غیب باشد اندر پرده بازیهای پنهان غم مخور ای دل ار سیل فنا بنیاد هستی بر کند چون تو را نوح است کشتیبان زطوفان غم مخور در بیابان گر به
ب عکسات نگاه میکنم ولی صورتت یادم نمیاد. صداتو یادم نمیاد. حتی دیگه یادم نمیاد چ حسی کنارت داشتم وقتی نگات میکردم، که اسمشو دوست داشتن گذاشته بودم، که مرد من شده بودی. چ حسی بود که فک میکردم دورترین نقطه دنیا تو ک باشی، پشتیبان دارم. خراب کردی .
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